Obsession

Deadz na deadz na talaga ako sa kanya. :( Hays :'''>

SONG JOONG KI OPPA! I'm crazy for yew! ^_^

My Wolf Boy, Song Joong-Ki ♥

          Had just watched A Werewolf Boy starring Song Joong Ki (the ever so cute guy from Sungkyunkwan Scandal) and Park Bo Young (a newbie actress, I think). Grabe lang. Binabasa ko pa lang yung synopsis kanina, feel na feel ko na talaga itong film na ito. What caught my attention is my familiarity to Song Joong Ki and his role as a wolf boy here. Even though I got a hard time looking for a site to stream a vid of this, I was eager and patient and I must say, the time paid off. At dahil sa isa akong hopelessly love-headed girl these past few weeks, talagang natouched ako sa movie na ito kasi merun silang chemistry ni Bo Young. At saka, ang gagaling ng acting nila. Yung aura nababalot ng innocence ng isang 'half human, half werewolf' na walang alam sa kilos ng isang tao. Pero kahit ganun pa man, napakalaki ng puso niya para sa taong nagkupkop, nag-aruga, at kumalinga sa kanya. I just hate the villains here. That annoying bastard, errr! Basta, loves ko si Cheul-Soo ditoooo. And who is he? Si Wolf Boy lang naman, wala ng iba. Hihi! :'''>

      Ang galing nga nang pagkakabuo ng story na ito. Si Cheul-Soo na isang malakas at mapagmahal na nilalang, at si Suni na isang babaeng mahina at parang nawawalan na ng pag-asa sa buhay niya. For me, they gathered strength from each other. At kung ako man nasa lagay ni girl, hinding-hindi ko iiwan ni lalayuan si Cheul-Soo kasi napakabusilak ng puso niya. Huuuu. Hindi talaga ako makaget-over dito! :') 

                At sa part na yan ^, talaga namang durog ang heart ko kasi pinipigilan ni Cheul-Soo ang sarili niya na lapitan si Suni (kasi nga naman, kikilos lang siya pag sinabi ni Suni). Like, uuugh. :'''> I soooo like his character here! At naku, sa mundong ito, wala ng ganyang guy, at wawabels na lang uz na matitinong girls. Hays. Sobra yung awa ko kay Cheul-Soo kasi kinulong na nga siya, kinadenahan pa. Over lang! Kung di lang monitor yung pinapanuoran ko, baka pumasok na ako sa screen at pinagjojombagan yung mga pesteng kontrabida na mga yun. Hu! 

        At etong best part na ito, yung part na naggitara at kumanta si Suni sa harap ni Cheul-Soo at namangha si Cheul-Soo sa kanya. From this moment, I knew na crush ko na si Cheul-Soo aka Song Joong Ki. Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko. Lagi kong namimisinterpret yung character sa mismong gumanap. Kung totoo na lang kasi eh!! -__- Paasa naman ang movies... Sana may totoong Cheul-Soo na marunong magmahal ng labis at may katapatan. At higit sa lahat, handang maghintay kahit ilang taon man ang lumipas.... :''''> Urgh. I SO LOVE YOU CHEUL-SOO! ♥♥♥

Moment of Truth †

     "Sometimes, no matter how much you value that person, he or she doesn't return the same level of compassion for you."

    Been there, done that. At this moment, I just feel like I'm being used to. Like I'm an option. Like my existence was just a round of day and night, would appear now disappear later. This feeling... I just hate it. I feel upset with those people whom I had given the most attention bu then, they make me feel like it was just nothing. I now realize that those people are not worthy of space in my life. Not even worthy of my time, effort, and love. And yes, all those memories start to shatter as I now got the picture that I don't even matter to them at all. Where was I wrong? When all I did was to be there when nobody else was there for them? When I even break the rules, went against my will just to match their kind of thing? It sucks. I can't even hate you. It just makes me realize that all I could hope for a true friend is God and no one else. Not even you. I just feel like, I feel sorry for being far away from Him; from Him whom I got my strength, happiness, and utmost fulfillment in life. 

     You better know that my life seemed to be in wrong road when I befriended you. And by this, I knew what my real mistake is. I trusted you. I trusted you myself,-- my weirdness, my inner bad sides in which you didn't completely accepted. But anyway, thanks for the sheer happy memories and the bonding. Maybe, I'll just go back to the True One who totally loves me, and never leaves me all by myself. He even cultivates goodness in me and that I don't want to abandon. He is the True Best Friend who does not break my heart. I bet He knows how much I love Him, and need Him at this moment. I felt so lost. I just want Him back in my life again. 

Jesus Christ... I love You so much and I'm so sorry for being a naughty child. Make me holy, and pure before You once again.. Thank You for making me realize the truth and for setting me free.. And all I want is for You to stay. Please stay in my life, Jesus. That's my one and only wish.  :')

       

That precious curve on her face ☆

Photo taken on PicCollage and edited at Instagram :)

     Hola! It goes by a saying na "laughter is the best medicine" kaya ang batang maligalig ay narito't nakangiti. Just ignore that little pimple on the right cheeks (kasiii, buwanang dalaw ko ngayong week, hahaha). Syempre minsan, dahil girl ka, matatanong mo sa sarili mo kung pretty ka nga ba talaga. There'd come a time na ma-iinsecure ka sa mga naglipanang chiks sa paligid mo. Some would say na ang "beauty is in the inside, not on the outside". True to that kasi kahit anong ganda ng isang tao sa panlabas,kung pangit naman ang ugali ay useless din. In my view nga, kapag palamura ang isang babae, nakakabawas para sa akin yung impression ko na maganda sila. Kahit naman ako, sinisikap ko na maging good at all times para naman magmatch yung features ko sa ugali ko. Hehehe! Hindi naman sa nagffeeling pero wala namang nilikha si God na 'pangit'. At kung yung term lang naman din ang idedefine, for me, nakadirekta iyon sa attitude ng isang tao. At dahil anak na ako ni Lord, I keep on instilling positive traits in me because I want to be worthy as masterpiece of all His creations. And so, ayan ang story behind that 'precious curve on face' which I call, the perfect smile. 

Keep on smiling pips! :) :) :)

We the Kings and Queens ♕

      Hello there! My fifth post for this express station. The title seems so irrelevant but still, get in hand with it. Hahaha! Normally, I don't post pictures that focus on my hair but for the first time in history, maybe I got to try it out. My friend Gimelle knew a lot of braids and she had tried this one on me. I bet this is just simple although I'm not good at hair-braiding. Somehow, I loved the after-effect of this braid on my hair as seen in the last two photos. I just think that I look like 'bruha' when it's buhaghag. Hiihihi! (*Pardon my terms) :>

       As for the highlight of this entry, here's my chosen girl (left part) to replace my rank as SAU or Special Action Unit, being a first lieutenant of Class Epitome. Her name's Nicolai Lagrosa. I honestly love the fact that she is vocal and transparent with me although my position is known to be the lowest in CAT. Well, I don't care when I got this position since I don't value this ranking. As for Nics, I've known her since Second Year and she knew my silly infatuation to Dale (which is technically dead by now). I was absent for four days and I regret not participating practices that include my turnover with her. I apologized to her already this afternoon, and she even said that she would make habol the gift next week. Heehee :>

    Here goes my impromptu note and encouragement for her.

Nics! 
    If you're reading this, I just want to say that if you want to achieve higher rank, just don't make absences in your Summer Training (which I didn't, hahaha) and above all, do your very, very best! I believe in you girl! Even though we're the shy type ones, I do believe that we have more guts than the rest of 'em. Be you, have faith, and believe that you can. Love you and I'll surely miss you! Good luck my bebe C.O. oh nope, our soon-to-be officer! xx

Sun-kissed skin, I dare to be one ☀

     Ohh. These pictures I collected from Tumblr make me go crazy! Like yeah! Summer is just around a corner and I've been patiently waiting for it since the start of this year. These pretty places, they're just like, ugh. One way or another, I'd go to these beaches some day. They're infinite. My heart cringes just by looking at these photos and what's more when I got to be in there literally. I'd savor this Summer 2013, that I promise. Fun fun fun! :>

Solid friends ツ

  I looked enormously fat here. (Save the 'hahaha') This was taken last year, perhaps, with Ate Ruth Anne Balbidades (my best ate in the whole wide world). I tell you, she's sweet, kind, and loving and you'd regret never having her as a friend once you knew her. I have to admit, I'm blessed to have a real friend like her especially, in faith. 

    Although she's older than me, we have the same degree of likes and dislikes when it comes to things. I'd say, she's a girl in red lips, cute, big eyes yet, with a seemingly big heart for anyone around her. I love her sooo much! 

  

      Along with Ate Ruth is Grace Panuelos, whom I often share my funny side with. She's sweet, kind, and cool as well. What I liked her most is her simplicity. And whenever I'm bothered or what, she never fails to distinguish it just by looking. 

      Sometimes, she gets moody but then, we never leave each other rather, our bonding goes deep not when noticed, but when felt and experienced. As much as with Ate Ruth, I love her sooo much too! I'm blessed to have a cutie dude like her. 

          I tried looking for a quotation that could somehow describe us well but I didn't, for I'd rather be the one to uniquely tell what and who we are together. Honestly, I never had a friend that accepted me whole-heartedly since I was a kid. I never had closed ones whom I could actually call now as 'best friends'. Needless to say, I was bashed and was never seen at all by the same ages as mine. But with them, Ate Ruth and Grasya, another personality in me was built. When I'm with them, I didn't have to pretend or what; but just be the real and exact me,-- the girl with so much laugh on her throat (like there's no tomorrow ahead), and the sicko who does silly stuffs and is still accepted. Actually, when I'm with them, my day seems like completed already. I bear kindness from them, that I can't even acquire with my worldly circle of friends. With this piece of thought, I don't want to lose them instead, they are the ones whom I want to cherish for eternity. They're friends with good souls and the fact that I'm not-as-good-as-them makes me appreciate what we have. God has given me them to keep and get strength whenever I come across storms in life. 

Ate Ruth! Grace! I soooo love you both! 

Alam niyo yan! Hihihi. :)

When you got nothing to do at 9:54 PM ✌

Unbearable me when it comes to photography. And oh btw, I forgot to add my other accounts. Kick starter: once and for all, haha. Cloie Agillon Dayto for Facebook, @wiklotoyads_ in Twitter, @cloiegabrielle at Instagram, andd, wiklohasdreams at Tumblr. My portal life starts here, I guess. And obviously, this is what I get for staying up late at night just to accompany my big bro in his study for finals. This is an exchange since I'm totally done with mine (finals) and for him accompanying me all night till morning in my review time. Pardon my grammar, I'm still coping in shape. Heehee~ Well, perhaps, I'll go smile for the next hrs, days, months in order for me to drive away all negativity. 

There's a first for everything. ♡

My first post here ever! Woooo. Happy much lang. Hahaha. Ayuuuun, it's March 14, 2013 today. Mark this day beybeh since I began my another life here. Well, actually, I was just driven with the idea of making a 'personal blog' na suggestion ng isa sa mga classmates ko. Ay, by the way nga pala, graduating student ako this year (just so to remind me whenever na balikan ko itong post na ito 'pag naka-adjust na ako or naging expert na, hehehe). At iyon nga, excited and at the same time nervous sa college life dahil syempre, panibagong environment na naman, panibago ring people around you. Di ako sure kung magugstuhan ko or not, but one thing's for sure. I'll see to it na focused ako sa kinuha kong course which is BS Bio/ BS MedTech. Problema ko na rin for now kung san ako mag-aaral. God knows how I much I wanted to be enrolled at UST but then, for Pete's sake, I didn't passed. Ayuun, working on my reconsideration letter. Hay buhay. Ang dami kasing kumuha ng Science courses na pinili ko... Malay ko bang maraming gustong maging doc sa future? Hahaha! Basta. I'll keep on pursuing even if it takes me to sacrifice. (<Naks). Andd now, alam kong wala pang patutunguhan itong first-ever-post ko, keep on sharing na rin. Hihihi! Free style kumbaga. Hala, ang gulo ko much! Hahaha. Bastaaaa, ang latest addiction ko for now next to Fifty Shades Trilogy is  the Crossfire Trilogy. Heeheee~ 

Adios for now! ;)