Sunday, April 21, 2013

DREAMS ☺

                 SIGE na. Ako na nagulat. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko maubos maisip na si Sir John Donnie A. Ramos, ang Dean (ng Bio) na nag-interview sa akin noong nagpareconsideration ako, ang siya rin mismong Author ng Biology book na kinahiligan ko nung Second Year pa man. Sa totoo lang din, nasabi ko rin sa kanya yun nung interview na, nagsimula ang pagkagusto ko sa Bio nung Second Year ko pa man, without knowing that I owe him for that. Na-star struck. Amazed. A bit shocked. Lahat na. Hindi ko masabi kung ano yung naffeel ko ngayon, pero isa lang ang sure ko,-- I feel INSPIRED even more. To think kasi na, yung mismong nagbigay sa akin ng interes sa Bio, iyon din mismo ang magiging Prof or Dean sa kolehiyong papasukan ko. I feel blessed and at the same time, I had this intuition that realizing such is just part of my prepared destiny. Fate? Bahala na. Ang mahalaga sa ngayon, lalo akong nabigyan ng pag-asa sa mumunti kong mga pangarap. And syempre, thankful ako kay Lord kasi Siya ang Master ng buhay ko. Without Him, my dreams are senseless and unreachable. Kaya... THANK YOU LORD! I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH! MUAH~! 


FIGHTING! :>

Cute ko no? HEHEHEEE =))

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Cause it's hot and I'm dreaming of him ❤ ♡ ♥


      Seoul's too far from here, and though this is just a wish upon a star, I'm still wishing for you. 


"Late at night when all the world is sleeping. 
I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star, 
That somewhere you are thinking of me too. 

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight 
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight 
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be 
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me. 

Wonder if you ever see me, and I 
Wonder if you know I'm there 
If you looked in my eyes, 
Would you see what's inside? 
Would you even care? 

I just want to hold you close 
But so far, all I have are dreams of you 
So I wait for the day, and the courage to say 
How much I love you.
(yes I do)"

Song: Dreaming of You - Selena
Dedicated to: Song Joong Ki

Thursday, April 11, 2013

MY FLOWER BOY: PART 2 ☺


He's everything I ever wanted ~



                              He's my flower boy, my one and only boy ~



I'm screaming for him, screaming for him...



Cause I'm also a girl longing for him ~



He's everything I ever asked for ~

           

He drives me crazy every minute...



And every second, he never goes out of my mind. 



He just makes me breathless 
Saranghae Song Joong Ki

Friday, April 5, 2013

MY FLOWER BOY ☺


His cute smile...



His smirk, his oh-so kissable lips...



His penetrating gaze...



His passion for skating...



His frankness...



His childishness...



His angelic laugh...



His naturalness...



His flawless body (kekeke~)...



His versatile expressions...



His liking for kids...



His pout...



His naughtiness...



His love for Kwang Soo sshi (kekeke~)...



His irresistible hotness... 


His smart ass...



His sleeping face...





   ...The REASONS why I love him so much. Some day, I'll gonna meet him. And when I do, I'll never let him go. Saranghae Joong Ki-sshi! 

Monday, March 25, 2013

Obsession

Deadz na deadz na talaga ako sa kanya. :( Hays :'''>


SONG JOONG KI OPPA! I'm crazy for yew! ^_^

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

My Wolf Boy, Song Joong-Ki ♥


          Had just watched A Werewolf Boy starring Song Joong Ki (the ever so cute guy from Sungkyunkwan Scandal) and Park Bo Young (a newbie actress, I think). Grabe lang. Binabasa ko pa lang yung synopsis kanina, feel na feel ko na talaga itong film na ito. What caught my attention is my familiarity to Song Joong Ki and his role as a wolf boy here. Even though I got a hard time looking for a site to stream a vid of this, I was eager and patient and I must say, the time paid off. At dahil sa isa akong hopelessly love-headed girl these past few weeks, talagang natouched ako sa movie na ito kasi merun silang chemistry ni Bo Young. At saka, ang gagaling ng acting nila. Yung aura nababalot ng innocence ng isang 'half human, half werewolf' na walang alam sa kilos ng isang tao. Pero kahit ganun pa man, napakalaki ng puso niya para sa taong nagkupkop, nag-aruga, at kumalinga sa kanya. I just hate the villains here. That annoying bastard, errr! Basta, loves ko si Cheul-Soo ditoooo. And who is he? Si Wolf Boy lang naman, wala ng iba. Hihi! :'''>



      Ang galing nga nang pagkakabuo ng story na ito. Si Cheul-Soo na isang malakas at mapagmahal na nilalang, at si Suni na isang babaeng mahina at parang nawawalan na ng pag-asa sa buhay niya. For me, they gathered strength from each other. At kung ako man nasa lagay ni girl, hinding-hindi ko iiwan ni lalayuan si Cheul-Soo kasi napakabusilak ng puso niya. Huuuu. Hindi talaga ako makaget-over dito! :') 



                At sa part na yan ^, talaga namang durog ang heart ko kasi pinipigilan ni Cheul-Soo ang sarili niya na lapitan si Suni (kasi nga naman, kikilos lang siya pag sinabi ni Suni). Like, uuugh. :'''> I soooo like his character here! At naku, sa mundong ito, wala ng ganyang guy, at wawabels na lang uz na matitinong girls. Hays. Sobra yung awa ko kay Cheul-Soo kasi kinulong na nga siya, kinadenahan pa. Over lang! Kung di lang monitor yung pinapanuoran ko, baka pumasok na ako sa screen at pinagjojombagan yung mga pesteng kontrabida na mga yun. Hu! 






        At etong best part na ito, yung part na naggitara at kumanta si Suni sa harap ni Cheul-Soo at namangha si Cheul-Soo sa kanya. From this moment, I knew na crush ko na si Cheul-Soo aka Song Joong Ki. Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko. Lagi kong namimisinterpret yung character sa mismong gumanap. Kung totoo na lang kasi eh!! -__- Paasa naman ang movies... Sana may totoong Cheul-Soo na marunong magmahal ng labis at may katapatan. At higit sa lahat, handang maghintay kahit ilang taon man ang lumipas.... :''''> Urgh. I SO LOVE YOU CHEUL-SOO! ♥♥♥

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Moment of Truth †

     "Sometimes, no matter how much you value that person, he or she doesn't return the same level of compassion for you."

    Been there, done that. At this moment, I just feel like I'm being used to. Like I'm an option. Like my existence was just a round of day and night, would appear now disappear later. This feeling... I just hate it. I feel upset with those people whom I had given the most attention bu then, they make me feel like it was just nothing. I now realize that those people are not worthy of space in my life. Not even worthy of my time, effort, and love. And yes, all those memories start to shatter as I now got the picture that I don't even matter to them at all. Where was I wrong? When all I did was to be there when nobody else was there for them? When I even break the rules, went against my will just to match their kind of thing? It sucks. I can't even hate you. It just makes me realize that all I could hope for a true friend is God and no one else. Not even you. I just feel like, I feel sorry for being far away from Him; from Him whom I got my strength, happiness, and utmost fulfillment in life. 

     You better know that my life seemed to be in wrong road when I befriended you. And by this, I knew what my real mistake is. I trusted you. I trusted you myself,-- my weirdness, my inner bad sides in which you didn't completely accepted. But anyway, thanks for the sheer happy memories and the bonding. Maybe, I'll just go back to the True One who totally loves me, and never leaves me all by myself. He even cultivates goodness in me and that I don't want to abandon. He is the True Best Friend who does not break my heart. I bet He knows how much I love Him, and need Him at this moment. I felt so lost. I just want Him back in my life again. 

Jesus Christ... I love You so much and I'm so sorry for being a naughty child. Make me holy, and pure before You once again.. Thank You for making me realize the truth and for setting me free.. And all I want is for You to stay. Please stay in my life, Jesus. That's my one and only wish.  :')